I'm schizophrenic and so far I've failed at College, Church, and Work. But Hey. At least I'v tried. There are thousands out there like me who are trying just as hard to lead a normal life. Some with medication. Some without. The one thing I can say about being a failure is. At least I tried. That does not mean I'm giving up. But I am taking a break. I'm receding back into my art like an untapped wave. I know it all seems so negative to fail at such large things. But there are also schizoids too afraid to even deal with life as it is. In fear I count myself lucky. Because I'm not afraid of much anymore since my venture. But I am tired. Tired of failing. And so I'm taking a break from my failures to pursue art more vigorously. Not many can say they've tried. And so I count myself lucky. Thank God for the ability to fail.